Mice

I never explained my titles. Maybe you understand them. Maybe you don't. I've come to understand that, like my posts, life isn't always about understanding everything. Actually the more I feel like I understand- the less I actually understand and the less stuff works out. But the more I relax and just let life go, the more stuff gets done and everything flows. I've come to discover that knowledge isn't key. I'm not saying be stupid or be nieve. Some people feel like they have to know everything and they have to understand everything because that's what makes them tick. I get that. I'm even like that sometimes (most of the time). But it's horrible because I find myself worrying over why I don't understand what is going on around me or why I can't fit life's pieces together.

Then I realized that I don't have to. I don't have to fit the pieces together. I don't have to understand why and I don't have to worry. I don't think everything is fair. Life isn't fair. But you have to move on anyway. I hate that. I want to get everything. I want to understand why people suck even when I'm really nice to them. I'm a very observant and contentious person. I notice people. I try to help people. Why? Because people are important. And too often, people don't think about other people. We're all too selfish but I think I've gone into that before. But no one wants to notice anything. And no one wants to care.

If someone tells a child that that child is stupid. The child begins to believe this and if that's all they are ever told then they never stop believing that they are stupid. Everyone believes they are something because that is all they are ever told. Sometimes it's important things and sometimes it's just little things. But everything makes an impact. Everything. We seem to have ideals and molds that we feel we have to fit. But it's all untrue. We don't have to be anything we don't want to be. You can create yourself.